Emotional consequences of infertility

Tunde and Lola had been dating since their 100L days in the University. They were brilliant, witty and fun to be with it. Wherever you sighted Tunde or Lola, you could confidently wager that the other person would soon appear there too. Everyone on campus conceded that they were a handsome couple who understood each other very well.

They were the gold standard of a successful campus relationship and everyone naturally expected them to get married. They did not disappoint, as within a year of having completed their NYSC service, they got married.

Tunde had secured a job with a Telecommunications company while Lola joined a prestigious Law Firm. Finally, all their dreams were coming true and God was faithful.

By the end of the first year of their marriage, Tunde’s mother was becoming openly inquisitive about Lola’s health. ‘My daughter’, she will start. ‘How is your body doing’? ‘Any changes’? ‘Is my grandson on his way?’ She would fire the questions at Lola in quick succession. Although Lola was initially amused and would placate Mama to be patient, her emotions soon transited into mild irritation and then embarrassment, humiliation and impotent anger – as Mama increased the tempo of her pressure and became openly antagonistic.

To Lola’s amazement, even her own mother started putting pressure on her, to go for prayers at various places. ‘Look, Lola. You are my daughter and I want the best for you. Anywhere we can find deliverance from this problem, we have to go ooo.’ The couple comforted each other and promised to remain patient – especially as the tests have all shown that nothing was wrong with either of them.

But as the years rolled by, and one year became two, then three and four years, the pressure was becoming like a crescendo and from every quarter. ‘Have you heard that so and so just had their third baby?’ ‘Won’t you be attending the naming ceremony of so and so’? Lola’s mother compounded the problem by consistently warning her daughter that they had to ‘do something’….otherwise, she will not be safe in her marital home.

The pressure began to tell on the couple and they became irritable and short-tempered. All the negative innuendoes and comments was beginning to exert their toll on their emotional wellbeing. Lola became weepy, sad and unsure of her place in life. She felt incomplete, especially in the light of her mother’s frequent admonitions.

Tunde started drinking and keeping late nights, and would return home irritable and in a quarrelsome mood. The couple started drifting apart. Lola became depressed, anxious and worried, and would frequently wonder where all their previous happiness has disappeared to.

Sometimes she wonders if it was not better for her to just sleep and never wake up again to face all the constant taunts, which she feels helpless to counter. She felt that no one really understood her, but everyone was offering suggestions and telling her to do this or do that. It was very frustrating to her.

Commentary

The WHO estimates that about 80 million persons globally have difficulty achieving conception. In Nigeria, nearly one out of every three couples (prevalence of 30 per cent) have problems with achieving and carrying pregnancy successfully till delivery.

For something so common, it is surprising that there is so much humiliation, stigma and societal pressure on persons going through such problems. Such pressure frequently leads to emotional problems such as depression, anxiety and worry, suicidal thoughts (as Lola was experiencing above) and turning to substance abuse (as we saw with Tunde). It also weakens and puts the marriage in jeopardy and under a great strain. Not many relationships will survive such sustained and intense pressure and scrutiny.

Ultimately, such pressures are very unhelpful and can be out rightly damaging for their emotional wellbeing. We need to support, encourage and be tolerant of persons going through such experiences. Stop telling them what to do…they are adults and they would have thought about it too. Simply let them know that you are there for them, and allow them ventilate if necessary. Encourage and give them hope.

Many couples with initial difficulty…especially where the tests show no abnormality, will eventually achieve success. But even where all else fails, they can adopt children and bring them up, shower them with love and affection. It is important for us all to realise that if you achieve conception and you become a mother or a father, it is not by any special skill of yours. The situation could so very easily have been reversed. In such a case, how would you like others to treat you?